how i feel

well its Christmas eve
a small dedication to the one person who actually reads this every once in a while

Graham (Canadian Scouter)
your a great guy
and i care about you
im glad i have you to talk to
and you give really good advice (at least compared to my other friends)
i still wonder what happened to you teaching me
you may not realise this, but your blog is my inspiration, and what stops this from being yet another Emo blog
thanks

to the rest of you
thanks for being there
you seem to enjoy... confusing me
i love you all
if your my friends anyways
if your some random stranger then please leave me alone and stop reading this
if i have asked you to read this, its because i want you to know more about me
and i write whatever, and dont care who reads it
so your getting the side of me i dont usually show
im sorry if my open-ness creeps you out
I will try to not be so straight forward with me emotions

heres a bit of dedications for others who i will have read this

jodie
i love you (just as a friend... sorry :P)
i dont hate you, im just having trouble dealing with this right now...
you are there when no one else is

burke
im sorry i called you an ass... im just kinda hurt and confused right now
i care about you a lot
and im sorry if im being a total bitch to you right now
i dont hate you either

stephanie
you are my bff
i love you
although you and i are not as close as we once were i still truly care about you
you are awesome
i love you


Leah
you rock
and im really glad your with Jordan
your a super cool person
and you kill me in sparing...

Caillie
you are our awesome percussionist
your a sweet person
you and your boy make the cutest couple
i hope you and i are friends for a long time

Alyssa
you are probably my closest friend at school
social buddy
im so glad we became friends
i trust you alot


anyone else
i love you

peace
shadowstich the slightly insane