well what to talk about
why am i writing in this
i really don't know, i enjoy it
in person I'm really different, i think, then who i am on here,
i think there is only really one person who reads this, and he and i never really talk in person, which, is weird, but on msn im more relaxed, as i type before i can think
like brilliantly telling the guy i like how i feel
the conversation (kinda)

Me: im not dating your bro
him: you sure?
me: haha yeah
me: *insert laughing emoticon*
him: whats so funny
me: dude i cant explain
him: why
me: because that would involve me admitting that i like you
me: oh crap




yeah
the funny thing was....
there is the guy i like, his older bro, my friend, and me
my friend likes older bro, (and now they are dating... Yay)
i like the guy
the guy thought i was dating his bro,
yeah
amusing
at least to me



life
last night i got to spar
and got owned
but owned the guy <3
yeah
that was sweet
and i did a standby without hurting myself


standbys are a flip in the air, land in a break fall

yeah
im usually here early, here being school
because i find this place relaxing
ive never come here to see anyone,
its just a place i come to be, relax, i cant explain it


right now im listening to a song called
city of devils

flying along
and i
feel like i dont belong
and i cant tell right from the wrong
why have i been here so long



sometimes songs really fit how people are feeling

but yeah
right now im typing up anything i think of,
well almost everything
there are some things im just NOT going to put
oh yes
there was a topic i wanted to write about




SANTA
well one thought ive had, is
CREEPY
he sees you when your "sleeping"
he knows when your awake


well hes watching you in bed O.o
that's NOT good

he knows if you've been bad or good

hes watching you
STALKER

originally Christmas had a quiet different meaning
and so did saint Nicholas
but now...


i think you get what im trying to say


well
i dont have anything else to say right now
take care all
Shadowstich