love????

well everything is a confused bundle of emotions
im at a friends house right now
i kinda like this guy
and my friend likes him too..
he likes her
and i have to be fine with it
oh yeah
did i forget something???
i have a girl friend (24 hours ago)
and im so confused
because she will be a long distance relationship
and i dont want a long distance relationship
i want one where i can hold the person when they are sad
feel the warmth of their lips against mine
but no
im not good enough for that
anyone i like here doesn't feel the same way
she is an amazing girl
but
i cant comfort her
i cant physically be there for her
and that's the same way for her
and both of us need that



i really dont know what do do
because at this point im kinda desperate
with so many friends in relationships
and the few "relationships" ive been in...
leave alot to be expected



but yeah
<3
and girl if your reading this i hope you understand what im trying to say
i never want to hurt you
but i dont know what to do
i really wish you were here right now
<3



peace
shadowstich