Friday, March 28, 2008

do i need a title?

well right now im going through changes, and a few of you know the major one.
i have to keep it quiet for now, as im not sure how my parents will take it
the other is im going to be wearing darker clothing (kinda goth)
dont worry, im not depressed or anything.
im the opposite of depressed
i think the term is
overjoyed, happy, joyfull, anti depressed?
fill in the blank.
this is mostly thanks to one friend, whom i have been talking to as i write this.
im learning alot right now,
im stubborn and curious
sorry G and Ally
you both will get a lot of questions directed at you (but not on here, this is just a fore word)
some day i will share what the topic of this post is, but im not ready for it yet
this is all so new
and to be honest, im afraid, of this... maybe, of my parents knowing, defiantly, and im afraid of other things, i cant explain, as i dont know myself,
im somewhat afraid of big changes, and this is a huge one.
im glad i have friends to guide me,teach me, help me, accept me, understand me, listen to me, the list goes on and on
thanks so much.
there are no words to describe how thank full i am to have become your friend. (this applies to anyone except the random creepers)
sincerely
Shadowstich

Thursday, March 20, 2008

sorry that it has taken me so long to write again.
life has been keeping me busy, and confused
right now i am very sore, as i was in martial arts last night.
spring break starts tomorrow, and many, including myself, are excited about it.
recently our two school bands went to edmonton.
it was a fun experience, but im still tired out from it.
i dont have much to way right now, but there are a few things
perverted knight... do you still read this? (you know very well who you are <3)
who else reads this?
i am curious...
but alas, i must go do other things.
ttfn
Shadowstich

Monday, March 3, 2008

Too Late


Everyone consumed by pain
All your words so full of hate
Everyone has gone insane
And now it’s just way too late

It’s too late to say goodbye
And too late for things to change
I’m sick of living these lies
Everything is so deranged

All the empty words I heard
Every stupid thing you did
Actions spoke louder then words
And in constant lies you hid

It’s too late to say goodbye
And too late for things to change
I’m sick of living these lies
Everything is so deranged

You can’t take everything back
Your hatred will take its toll
And just like a heart attack
You are losing all control

It’s too late to say goodbye
And too late for things to change
I’m sick of living these lies
Everything is so deranged

And now its just too late
(thats my newest song.)