everyone has weaknesses.
all you have to do is figure out what they are.
once you know that, its so easy to break someone,
sticks and stones may break bones, but words, they hurt much worse.
mental issues can do so much more harm then physical issues...
cause you can be fine physically, and still wish life would end, hate each day that goes on...
or you could have every bone in your body broken, but still be happy.
such an interesting thing, the way minds work.
animals are not cruel, they don't torture someone, they dont bully someone.
humans on the other hand, well...
we have wars...
depression
suicide
all this lovely stuff...
if humans are really above animals... then its a sad world we live in.
cause we, the human race... we need to stop being evil. thats the only word i can think of to describe us.

shadowstich

dragon

life can get so confusing sometimes.

i guess we all have to just keep holding on, ride through the hard times, cause there is always better to come after the bad.

grade 9 i was really depressed, and suicidal, look at me now

so much has changed for the better.

most of my old friends i dont really talk to anymore

but i have some AWESOME new friends.

i have one exam left. and its going to be FUN

cause its science.

wait... thats why they call me science girl

lol

electronics class was fun.

but some days desturbing...

everything has a yin and yang side to it

ive decided when i do get a tattoo it will be a nickle sized yin yang on my left wrist.

yeah

love you all

peace

shadowstich

its time to let go,
let the music flow,
the path left unshown,
the answers unknown

things change.
and so do people
something you should keep in mind
there are some things that should not be said unless you mean it
for example "i love you"

well im letting everything flow out.
im tired of this
feeling like this
jelous of a friend because of her boyfriend.
hurt by my ex.
confused
not sure what to do.
ive been trying to change who i am.
but the truth is.
i cant change for you
its the past that influenced who i am now.
and whats going on now that effects who i am in the future.
i dont know who i am anymore.
but i know i miss who i used to be.
i miss writing songs. letting the lirycs flow out.
why did i stop? because people were worried about me, because my songs are depressing.
please dont try and get me into councling. im not going to do anything stupid. i just need to be myself.
did you know the group you invited me to hang out with... it makes me feel like even more of an outcast.
i looked at the ppictures from grade 9 grad... i wasnt with the group...
i dont belong there.
you are the only one who actually talks to me there... the rest of the people dont give a damn.


so i think its better if i go back to who i am, or who they see me as. the loner.

give me any title you want to. i really dont care.
for my friends, the true friends... you know who you are...
for those who are not true friends... i know you wont be reading this, because i dont even really talk to you people.

well i feel better now...
and no im not a psyco emo...
im me
shadowstich
peace.

hey

well hello. how is everyone.
well the boy and i broke up, and i dont care as i found someone new.
depression is a weird stare of mind. if you are depressed for a long time, it feels weird not to be.
but i can truthfully say im not depressed anymore
but i am bored. im in electronics right now. and geting tired of monty pithon and the holy grale
*yawn*
i really dont know what to write about
im on my teachers computer....
o.o
yeah...
he pitied me and my boredness
XD
well the bell will ring soon.
so im off