thinking bout a lot latley
life, love, you, me, everything in between.
i dont know why i was so hung up on this guy, i finally realized hes a fool.
im not going to use this to diss him,
cause thats just wrong.
and there is this guy, im one of my classes, and i really like him, and obviously i dont know what to do.
i dont know if i have a chance with you,
and i dont know if its worth risking your friendship for a highschool relationship.
and back to the first topic... kinda
i saw one girl who used to hate me, and she and i are kinda friends again, we both realised that people change over time. it was nice seeing her again.

and i did not finish this... i thought i did
so not i will post it and then... fall asleep shortly after

kay anyone who reads this.
i am ordering you to tell me who you are
cause i think i know one of the people who said yes
but i dont know who else...
heh

fly free (maybe?)

new song... i really like it


find me a story fit for a king
instead of a lie from the heart
find me a song that the angels will sing
cause this world is getting to dark

Chorus
take me away to another place
where the stars up above can be seen
a different aspect of time and space
somewhere that i can fly free

warmpth from the sun, cold from the sea
fog floating along in a cloud
then cleared by thye blow of a very strong breeze
the whispers becoming so loud

Chorus
take me away to another place
where the stars up above can be seen
a different aspect of time and space
somewhere that i can fly free

bright light brings shadows black like the night
making the world shades of grey
nothing is easy and nothing is right
is this the price we must pay

Chorus
take me away to another place
where the stars up above can be seen
a different aspect of time and space
somewhere that i can fly free

fuck.
i really want to talk to you
but you will shoot me down if i try.
and i have class soon.
and your in it.
do you know how annoying it is?
to see someone everyday, want to talk to them, but they dont want to talk to you.
and i am way too paronoid for my own good.

so much has changed
and i am screwed
kay yesterday i played from 8:30-1:15 without a break.
i could barley get sound out.
today i still cant play much, cant get past c, and we are doing solos today.
what fun
ive kinda stoped bloging
as there is no point in writing in this without anyone to read this.
sure some people will read this if i remind them, but i dont want to have to remind them.
right now im listening to secondhand sarenade
and you have been in my mind a lot
it would be easier to stop thinking bout you if i didnt see you every fucking day
or if you would just ignore me.
cause i still want to be your friend
ive changed because of you.
but whats the point of writing this.
oh... right.
there isnt