change re-arrange

hey
im in the library, as the band room is not open
im listening to carbon leaf as i type this


whats this?
i have a song i dont think i have posted
so here it is


its called change re-arrange

moonlight guides the way
night turns into day
the stars in the sky
keep us asking why

as everything changed
life was re-arranged
and nothing we do
can keep our hearts true

as day fades to night
nothing is alright
as lies run amiss
no way to fix this


as everything changed
life was re-arranged
and nothing we do
can keep our hearts true

the result is pain
and going insane
and everyone dies
amidst the sad cries


as everything changed
life was re-arranged
and nothing we do
can keep our hearts true

stuck in this nightmare
no one seems to care
they think they're the best
forget all the rest

as everything changed
life was re-arranged
and nothing we do
can keep our hearts true

its 8:10
and im in the band room
does anyone know how to use siblius?
cause im somewhat confused
yesterday was the talent show auditions and i sang "Away from here"
some of you may recall that i wrote it.
well right now im working on the music for it.
life gets so confusing
i have a new pet
its a dwarf hamster
his name is Eric (Eric Ashley-pit) (from great escape)
he is a golden dwarf who, we found out later, is very teritorial and will kill any intruders
thankfully my mum was able to save cricket (her hamster)
and we now have two cages
eric had decided to run on his wheel from 1 am to 4 am
did i forget to mention?
his wheel squeaks
so i am very tired
well
peace
shadowstich

well my last post ended on a bad note
most of what i have to say has been said (check your blog boi)
something else i'd like to add is this
altho i am trying to change, and learn everything
sometimes i find the amount of information you give me overwhelming.
if it gets to a point in a conversation when i need you to stop, i will tell you
that does not mean stop everything
it just means that i need a break from all of it
i truly appreciate you trying to teach me
and i hope if i have to tell you to stop talking about that stuff, that you wont get offended.

and to everyone else
what i said about meddling with my love life
i dont want to be in a relationship right now
im going through other changes
changes that in my opinion are alot more important then any relationship could be.


and to those who have no clue what the change is
ITS NOT A SEX CHANGE


well i have DANCE
ye-yeah

to J: yes our friendship has had some small issues, but true friendship can get over all of that, and it has. i love you, and im pretty sure your in the other room

to A (if you ever decide to read this): i understand that you dont like sharing information about your life. im sorry if i offended you the other day, and im sorry if i try to push information out of you. i know i can be very annoying sometimes. i hope that everything goes well for you.

to G: look up, and also at your blog. thanks

to C: you are an awesome girl, but please no more molesting me when im stuck in a couch, at least not when j is filming it. <3 and im afraid because im afraid of change.

to everyone else... i hope your life is going well.
take care all
Shadowstich

well guess what
im at school
in the band room...
for the first time in ages
and im gonna be in here more often again
as i try to figure out how to use sibelius
cause im trying to write a guitar peice for afew songs
and i have no clue what im doing

favorite song right now: comfort (by carbon leaf)
if you have time... listen to it
cause its an awesome song
sorry ive not been updateing this
ive been busy
and you know what random people who are still my friends but are not usually readers?
stop medeling with my love life
i would of been better off not knowing that the girl i am compleatly crushing on wouldnt date me even if she was single because she thinks it would be too awkward.
i also dont need to know who has a crush on me
well im must go do other things
peace
shadowstich