things change.
and so do people
something you should keep in mind
there are some things that should not be said unless you mean it
for example "i love you"

well im letting everything flow out.
im tired of this
feeling like this
jelous of a friend because of her boyfriend.
hurt by my ex.
confused
not sure what to do.
ive been trying to change who i am.
but the truth is.
i cant change for you
its the past that influenced who i am now.
and whats going on now that effects who i am in the future.
i dont know who i am anymore.
but i know i miss who i used to be.
i miss writing songs. letting the lirycs flow out.
why did i stop? because people were worried about me, because my songs are depressing.
please dont try and get me into councling. im not going to do anything stupid. i just need to be myself.
did you know the group you invited me to hang out with... it makes me feel like even more of an outcast.
i looked at the ppictures from grade 9 grad... i wasnt with the group...
i dont belong there.
you are the only one who actually talks to me there... the rest of the people dont give a damn.


so i think its better if i go back to who i am, or who they see me as. the loner.

give me any title you want to. i really dont care.
for my friends, the true friends... you know who you are...
for those who are not true friends... i know you wont be reading this, because i dont even really talk to you people.

well i feel better now...
and no im not a psyco emo...
im me
shadowstich
peace.