well my last post ended on a bad note
most of what i have to say has been said (check your blog boi)
something else i'd like to add is this
altho i am trying to change, and learn everything
sometimes i find the amount of information you give me overwhelming.
if it gets to a point in a conversation when i need you to stop, i will tell you
that does not mean stop everything
it just means that i need a break from all of it
i truly appreciate you trying to teach me
and i hope if i have to tell you to stop talking about that stuff, that you wont get offended.

and to everyone else
what i said about meddling with my love life
i dont want to be in a relationship right now
im going through other changes
changes that in my opinion are alot more important then any relationship could be.


and to those who have no clue what the change is
ITS NOT A SEX CHANGE


well i have DANCE
ye-yeah

to J: yes our friendship has had some small issues, but true friendship can get over all of that, and it has. i love you, and im pretty sure your in the other room

to A (if you ever decide to read this): i understand that you dont like sharing information about your life. im sorry if i offended you the other day, and im sorry if i try to push information out of you. i know i can be very annoying sometimes. i hope that everything goes well for you.

to G: look up, and also at your blog. thanks

to C: you are an awesome girl, but please no more molesting me when im stuck in a couch, at least not when j is filming it. <3 and im afraid because im afraid of change.

to everyone else... i hope your life is going well.
take care all
Shadowstich