so much going on...
its getting busy
lets see...
whats my chedual like...
band monday, tuesday wednesday and thursday. friday night i work, today im working.... tomorrow is my brothers birthday...
it seems something is always going on these days.

i have my camera and i may go to the cliffs today
i want to do a small tribute to the place with the song "this is my world now"
its an instrumental peice i really really like
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fuqg2yh49oM
i dont know if this peice has any significance... i just love it.

dont ask me to explain why i love it... except it has some great brass and horn
so yeah
yay fanfares

things are way too complicated.
one of my friends (at lease i think hes a friend... still unsure) said to me that i always have something or another going wrong....
and ive realised he is very right...
its not like i try.....

i just want things to be more simple and easy


i also talk to much...
and people really have noticed it...
when im less talkitive then usual its almost an instant "are you ok? your not too talkitive... is something wrong?"

maybe im just changing... trying to be less annoying and in peoples faces...

because i dont want to piss people off and scare them away...

altho i wonder if anyone reads this i will still wright...
as even if im just writing to myself it makes me feel better
but its off to work i go
later...