and i have reason to keep writing in this
PUTAWAYS
thats the reason
ugh
im on cash tonight
which sucks
life is confusing
and complicated
making new friends
im single again
which is good
because
COULD I HAVE BEEN MORE OF AN IDIOT

right now i am working on something.
it involves my camera
what im doing is this.
a photo dedication to some people...
you know how i do dedications on this?
instead of words i will use pictures...
this will take me a while
because it has to be perfect.

everyone seems to be going through problems right now.
i wish i could just take away everyone elses pain.


theres someone i really want to help.
and im trying
but she does not know me
or trust me
and her friends dont like me
and i dont know if she even wants my help
i just want to see her smile. and make everything ok for her.
i see the looks her friends give me when im near her.
the looks say "go away, you dont belong here."

listening to frou frou right now
and thinking
confused
but i know what im doing
i hope
Shadowstich