wow... this is a few days in a row

well i have been thinking again. i do that a lot these days.

have you ever just zoned out, pretty much gone no where in your mind, your not thinking, no anything. its relaxing going nowhere.

maybe its just me.

well

i cant put everything down but here's something

recently i tried talking to this guy. and i found out he is really amazing.

he and i talked for a while, i found myself trusting him a lot, which is weird.

because the last few guys i trusted with everything, stabbed me in the back, told me i was stupid and pathetic.

i hope he doesn't do the same, but i don't think he will.

he seems like one of those rare guys who is amazing, and not gay.

i don't know. but because of him, and dancer boy (I'm not putting names, because both of you know who you are, horn boy and dancer boy.and i only know one guy horn, and one dancer, who taught me a bit) but both of you have really helped me feel better. made me happy.

another thing i realised... I've changed...

i had a friend ask my why i was so Happy, thinking i was asked out or something. i don't think i was that kind of person, and I'm not anymore.

and i had another friend ask me if i was drunk just because i was feeling amazing.

wow...

well i must bath the dog.

love luck and lollipops

shadowstich

ps. your not the boss of me now, your not the boss of me now, your not the boss of me now and your not so big. yeah they might be giants