ranting rant for the sake of ranting. (aka having fun with words)

There is a lot on my mind right now.
shall i start rambling
i think i shall

a guy who i'm kinda friends with, who supposedly does not like me wrote this

hey sweetheart, call me sometime? we'll go out for coffee or something
(insert phone number here) (insert heart here) (insert name here)


i am very confused about this.

this year i have a goal.
to not have my yearbook stolen and have fag written in it.

tomorrow we have band with three French horns, which will be interesting, and somewhat weird.

as i look through some comments already written in my yearbook, i see some really sweet comments, and some... interesting(?) ones...

this year has been so much better than grade 9.


yesterday one of my friends decided to smash a lacrosse ball into my left eye.
i didn't know my glasses could bend that way.
guess what happened today...
right eye... soccer ball.
yeah
I'm just skilled
SKILLED I SAY

this next portion is written due to reading someone else's blog

well today, other than having the guy write that in my yearbook, i also had a guy ask me out.
the thing is, I've gone through relationships, and in almost all, i have been either used, or cheated on. relationships are not all what they are cracked up to be.
i have friends, who have somehow never been hurt by love, and yes i envy one in particular, because they have been going through life, and it seems they have never been hurt.
to be honest, sometimes it really pisses me off.
ANYWAYS.
yes relationships are nice, but they are not everything. i envy you for not ever being in one.
i think you can probably see the downsides of relationships
see: me and some random guy who i will not name for examples
i think you deserve a great relationship
sadly, the world is not perfect and we don't all get what we deserve
see: Romeo and Juliet

well i think I'm done ranting for now
COMMENT FOR ONCE

Shadowstich