so much complication latley.
with last night.
yesterday was a pretty rad day for the most part...
hung out with a really awesome boy and stole his hoodie.
went to my band concert, and wore the hoodie under my suit for the first half of the concert.
I dont know why... but it really helped calm me down.
but yeah... durring the concert i was sitting next to a friend who had been avoiding me since the band trip.
and well... durring intermition... im still not quite sure exactly what happened, it was kinda a blurr... cause one moment we're talking, then we hug, then he pushed me against the wall and kissed me.
he knows im with someone else.
although that didnt stop me once......
but it did this time.
http://concessioncomic.com/index.php?pid=20100516
that comic... describes things fairly well.
well... i dont love him... i think. my boyfriend i mean.
i dunno. after last time... im terified to love someone that way, let alone tell them. but i care about him a fair bit.
and i want to stay with him.
and stay loyal.
what i should note due to the comic is... im normally very loyal, but i dont want to go into that.



wow... for once i dont know what else to say

i think what i should do... is grab one of my extra mp3 players, put a whole bunch of fun music and give it to someone so he has something to listen to on bus rides.

does anyone read this anymore?
if you do please comment on this and say who you are.
peace.
Shadowstich