well
guess what
I HAVE A JOB
i also have a bruised foot
a bloody foot
a possibility of a bruise forming n my jaw...
oh yes
today was a great day
lets start with 2 m
talking to Zuli on the phone
fun times
and im about to go into a stage of not thinkinking as i write.
or correcting
see above
anyways
whats really been bugging me
is this
im overly "BRAVE" as some people say
as in im open with my feelings
and ive asked guys out
and ive gotten "your a great gal"
"your a funny cool fun person"
"your a great girl"
this is always followed by "BUT..."
if im so great why cant you see me that way?
if im so great then why have i been cheated on or used or both in pretty much every relationship.

well if you cant tell love is on my mind.
the feeling love is so overpowering
its when you feel like you want to puke but it somehow feels good
well thats how J views it when we talked last night

G. do you have the song recorded?? and i hope everything is going well, we have not talked lately except for the few texts... go on msn some time, or maybe coffee... ?

J. im sorry if my being insanely jealous was weird. but ive told you why.
we have to hang
and you are an amazing friend and im so glad to have you as a bff.

Zuli... well i will try to avoid being vague as much as possible, im learning... hopefully we can hang out soon, and sometime spar, cause in your car was not fare at all...

C... do you still read????? well we defiantly have to chill soon...

everyone else. tell me if you read, as i often leave messages for people

well im off to have a bath...
and then spend an hour deciding what to wear tomorrow
send a text if you want...
i dont bite much... except when im allowed to.


Shadowstich