what do you say when theres nothing left to say?
what do you do when you have nothing left to do?
who do you turn to when theres no one left to turn to?
who do you pray to when god has let you down?
when is the right time to say i love you?
when will the phone ring?
where do you go when you cant find your home?
where do you sleep when your not next to me?
why do i ask such random things?
why do i feel the need to question everything?



some of these are just random
but most of my random comes from somewhere...
and these are not so random...
but most of them are not directed to who you would think.

why cant i spell my name with a y
i like it that way
but no
if theres a y i must be a guy
why does my using my nickname confuse so many people

so i will have to go back to a different doctor and see if i need a steroid puffer?
it feels weird to actually breath normially
cause it had been so long i was used to it

and my puffer tastes really bad



why is it you send me mixxed siignals
it confuses me.
cause i never know what to expect from you.
so please stop wearing a mask.




why do i want to be in your arms?
i guess cause it feels safe there.
not to mention warm.
i am a heat leach... omn nom nom
i wish i knew how to tell you that things are ok, and you dont need to wory so much.



why is it we started talking? im not complaining, you are an awesome gal. i really enjoy hanging out with you and thanks for coming with me to the cliffs. and see? i didnt drop your laptop



why is it you are my best friend? given that your sister went out of her way to make life hell? it confuses me sometimes. and your sister still scares me.



why is everythinng so complicated

and why am i so cold?

i dont know what else to put
so peace