there are times where i dont know what to do anymore.
the seconds keep ticking, but i dont want them to.
you people made me live
made me promise...
that promise, the two, are both blessings and curses.
do you know how much it hurts when someone jokes about your sanity... not realising that they are actually right, but you know that they are.
im scared
yes i admit that
i want to talk to you
so badly
but i know if i do i will slipup
and lose any chance i have
and i know that chance is prettymuch non existant,
what do i say
what do i do

it can take just a moment and time
to change a heart, change a mind
i miss you, i need you
i cant wait to see you
im afraid that this will end the same way
i dont want this to just go away

you see its easy for me to slip into rhyme
you see, it takes next to no time
this is how i think deep inside
the deeper parts i still hide


sometimes i think it would be easier
if i were to just fade away