its been almost a month since i last posted.
lets see... what is going through my head? questions
why do i keep proving you right? cause im just lucky i guess
will i get hurt by doing what i might do? i dunno, time will tell... probably not
if i practice hard enough will i get to be section leader? probably not... because no matter how hard i try wish will think she is better...
why have i been blogging less and less? because i started because of a guy, and he taught me a lot, and i guess as i blog less and less i need him less and less, that makes no sence, i think they are parallel things, kinda? but i dont need him anymore, id still like to talk to him, but i dont need to. i still try to, but i dont know if he can tell that im trying to be friendly without being annoying.
why are there so many questions in my head? curriosity
so many words we'll never know to say
so many paths leading every which way
so many chices yet to be made
and enough with poetry
i dont know what to say
thus... update later