I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down
Won't you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...



fuck
this song has been going through my head, repeatedly.
and maybe you will be able to figure out why.


as humans we really lie to each other way too much
and all the lies do is make the truth hurt so much more at a later day.

its like we build a web of lies
and then the truth comes out, and it all unravels,
leaving the person trapped in the web confused and alone...

am i mad at you
no
am i hurt.
no.
because i knew deep down that you cant stand me.


fuck
i talked to one girl. who i havnt talked to since she finaly gave up hiding the truth from me over msn.
and want to know what the truth was.
it was that she couldnt stand me.
that im an annoying little imature pest.

and she is not the only person who has done it.

so yeah...
shes trying to be my friend now
and it feels like she is only doing it out of... pity.
and it hurts.
so much.