this isnt just goodbye

the begining is going through my head

Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road
crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak

So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose
then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you


this is the first time since things happened that i can even type
i think its because of who i just hung out with
thanks zuli.


so much i want to say to you, but i cant
i dont know if i will continue writing in this,
as i have lost pretty much my only reader.

if you dont know what im talking about, you never will.
because its personal.


i still find myself praying for you.
as weird as it sounds.

im so glad i still have you as a friend zuli, as i dont think i could stand any guys after this.
and sorry about earlier... and damn your heavy...

haha
that made my day.
thanks


well im off,
peace
ShadowStich, aka, whoever i am, aka
the annoying brat who no one can stand,