i wish this didnt hurt so much
i wish i could change things.
the truth is i miss you.
and im so fucking depressed right now
and so out of it
why?
well part of it is im on the wrong medication
which has left me with the following side effects:
nausea
depression
lack of focus
jittery
scared
lonleyness
shaky


Lumine says:
whats eating you?
Shadowstich aka Victoria, says:
im just really sad.
Lumine says:
because of the guy you got in a fight with?
Shadowstich, says:
yup
Lumine says:
ah
Shadowstich aka Victoria, says:
:(
Lumine says:
you shouldn't be bothered to much by it
Lumine says:
well
Lumine says:
i guess you've got a right to be
Lumine says:
then if it messes with you this much
Lumine says:
go talk to him
Lumine says:
try and fix it
Shadowstich aka Victoria, says:
im afraid to


well thats my conversation with a friend right now.
to be honest.
im terified of talking to you.
yes this post is directed at you.
or this part is.

i dont want to get hurt

but i just sent you a message via facebook.